New thingy ♥

Assalamualaikum, 

Td una g shopping gn my lil sis, sempat gak sambar a few things. Padahal, keluar nak teman dye beli brg. Naseb larh kan, dah name adikk, mesti nak lebih. Hee ! Tp yang beg tuh, ade story sikit. Nnti, Insyaallah, una buat post khas untuk toe oke. Arinie, first time r, kiteorg 2 beradik drive pegi smpai sane. Selalo, pg gn boyfie, mmber, xpun parents. So, kali nie, plan senyap2 2 beradik pegi sampai sane. Amek kau, bukan maen shopping, habes duet. Xingat dunia. Tp una happy sebb td, ada beli brg untuk ibu and kakak. So, xterasa sagt duet habes kan. Plus, dh beli adiah untuk adek owl pon. Hee, nnti nak post jer. Balek dah lewat, trus g amek ibu. Today, dye mnx kiteorg anta kan dye pegi tmpat keje. So, singgah plak kedai kt Lot 88, beli shawl untuk my sis sume. Then, gerak balik. Alhamdulillah, terima kasih Tuhan untuk ari nie. Cukup sempurna. Lots of loves n kisses readers ! ♥♥

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Expectation ruins everything.

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I'm a loner.

Disappointments are just God's way of saying: "I've got something better".

The Old Me.

He’s moved on while I’m still grieving, ‘cause when a heart breaks, no it don’t break even

It’s so hard to accept the fact that he’s moved on. It hurts when you know you’re not the reason for the smile on his face anymore. It hurts when he doesn’t go out of his way to message you, to start a conversation with you. It hurts when you know that the reason he’s talking to you isn’t because he wants to, but because he’s too nice to just end the conversation. It hurts when you start noticing the difference in the way he talks to you. No more smileys, shorter replies, and you know he just doesn’t care anymore. It hurts when the silent goodbye has been said, & you know its over. What you two shared is gone & now you’re just sitting here, moping over the fact that those daily conversations won’t be continuing anymore. You’re basically left hanging, & once again, it’s time to pick up the pieces and move on.

The New Me

I ain't give a damn anymore baby. No pain no gain rite. So, here we go again, all alone facing this world again. Why am I stuck in this world -.- This whole fucking thingy is helping me out to be more matured lols. Thanks God for giving me this strength. I'm smiling again. And I don't think I need a guy to make my life complete. I'm just too happy and pleased enough with my family, girlfriends, boyfriends and others that always there by my side. So, no serious relationship for this moment. I ain't got no interest babe ! Life may be short, but it's full with all the precious memory. So, live my life till the fullest. Forget about those dummies, and show them the GIRL's power babe ! 

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Expectation ruins everything.

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Life.

I have recently learned that wishing away all the bad things that have happened in your life isn’t going to suddenly make everything go away. All you can do is keep putting one foot in front of the other and use the these bad things to make you a stronger person, and as long as you keep moving forward everything will work out in the end.

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Expectation ruins everything.

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I miss you. ♥

I miss how happy he made me. I miss saying “I love you” nonstop. I miss knowing I’m the only one he cares about and him knowing he’s the only one I care about. I miss his little half smile that he does all the time. I miss how his arms wrapped perfectly around  me. I miss FaceTiming for hours until we fell asleep. I miss us hanging out every single day. I miss the bracelet he wore. I miss holding his hand. I miss knowing he’ll always be there for me. I miss trusting him. I miss looking at the stars with him. I miss biting him all the time. I miss him kissing my forehead and my chick. I miss how he used to walk me home all the time. I even miss all the little fights we had over stupid things. I miss how when I knew he was mad at me just by looking at his face. I miss him yelling and cursing at me when I did something wrong. I miss him telling me we’ll last forever and how he’ll never stop loving me. I miss how it used to be just me and him. I miss us. I miss him. What I’ll never understand is how. How he can lie to the girl he says he “loves”. How he thought I’d never find out. How he didn’t think how much it’d hurt me when I did find out. How am I supposed to ever trust him again after that? I have absolutely no idea. But I will. Because I can’t live without him. It hasn’t even been a full 24 hours and I’m already ready to take him back. All I know is for each time he treats me badly or makes me crazy and stress out, there will be 10 times where he makes me the happiest girl in the world and truly makes my life amazing. Without him I’m miserable at best. I can’t let him go. I'm sorry.

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Expectation ruins everything.

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Life must go on.

Speak your mind and heart without drama. Romance is a fine thing, but someone wants to see you as a real person rather than just a possible lover. You will get farther without seeming to rush things. Anyway, who says what you see is what you get? Even as you invest time and attention in one person, keep your options open. If you lighten up about what you may or may not have here, you might find love in surprising places.

Don’t ever love someone you know you can’t ever be with. That’s the problem; I love a little too much. I think everyone does at times. 

“ Every fire is a lesson learned.” 

I thought you were worth it. I really thought you were. 

“ I wish I could feel it all for you.” 

Words amount to nothing; they amount to nothing at all. Words are just words. They’ll just always be an explanation to your actions. Actions that don’t even exist. 

How could I have been so… 

It’s just repetition? 
It’ll always be repetition. 
Love is just not for me.

I’m taking baby steps at a time

We have our misfortunes, the darkest of days. We must endure and keep strong. Just look to the morning, the promise awaits, and know that this life must go on.

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Expectation ruins everything.

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